Hola family!!
Thanks for sending me those photos, article and video. Girl,
you have a beautiful and powerful stride! I am soooo proud of you and so happy
it all came together so beautifully. Way to be. You trusted in God despite your
fear and circumstance and went for it. You really are my hero, thanks for
your example. You really are going to whoop me into shape when I get back. Just
please don't leave me to the coyotes!
Thank you also for sending me your testimonies and
experiences of that miracle. I needed to hear it. Sometimes God isn't waiting
to deliver us because he wants to punish us or wants us to suffer. He really is
all about timing. And if I learned anything in my life its that God loves
suspense and buzzer beaters. Maybe he likes it for the same reasons
we do, but I think its more that its by His timing that we recognize who
is behind it. Also we had stake conference this past week and the stake
president, President Hardman said something that got me really thinking. He
said that the spirit once taught him that, "Pain is the greatest
schoolmaster." God is merciful not in the sense that he saves us pain, but
only allows the amount we need to learn the lesson we need to learn. Once we
learn it, he takes it away. It makes God's punishment a lot less menacing when
you think about it like that.
Miracles this week? Can I count the ways!? First off, my
head finally cleared, and I was able to drive into queens and back, and then to
queens and back on Tuesday. Still feel pretty silly at times, but I have
kind of always been like that. Maybe I am just feeling more like myself
again :)
Poor Sister Mortensen was sick with the Stomach flu this
week. I took the opportunity to finally finish cleaning out all the junk left
over from years and years of missionaries more specifically elders. All the
things I found were really interesting. Water guns, nerf guns, a full chess
set, polaroid film, 2 year old easter candy, an entire set of world book
encyclopedias (A-Z), a set of fancy kitchen knives in a briefcase,
lots and lots of tennis balls, baseballs, ping pong balls, you name it. I quite
enjoyed myself. Also it felt good to scrub down the place. The longer I am
out hear, the more and more I realize how much I am like you Mom,
especially in how I clean and like it clean. But its a miracle, our apartment
is clean and almost completely dejunkified, and we have a coat closet that
doesn't smell like man!
We had an amazing week of teaching too. And the miracles
just unfolded in how they all took place. Just as I was about to cancel
our appts on Wednesday night, Sister Owens (the Owens are one of best
senior couples in my book!) , called us back and said she could stay with
sister Mortensen in the apartment, and I went out on my own! haha not
quite, Liz an awesome member here picked me up and was my companion for the
evening. Still was really weird not being with my companion, well I go on
exchanges almost 3X a week, let me rephrase that. It was weird being the only
missionary in the room. Especially when I was teaching, and I paused waiting
for my companion to say something, and realized everyone was just looking at me
haha. It was a wonderful night. The spirit was strong in both of the lessons
that night. And it miraculously all worked out.
Also, I realized again something powerful during my second
lesson that night. And it has been something I have been pondering on
since. We were originally teaching a member who just hasn't been to
church for a while, but we’re soon joined by another member who also had
been struggling. There were also 3 other members sitting at the table. I
knew we wanted to teach the Restoration of the gospel, but I prayed with my
whole heart to know how to teach "the resto" in a way that the spirit
could touch all of our hearts, because I knew it was something we had all heard
a number of times. We started by focusing on prayer and our relationship
with Heavenly Father and moved through the lesson from there. When we were
discussing the Savior's life, ministry and atonement, I had the distinct
impression to stop and focus on this point. I just asked both of the members we
were teaching and the Elders quorum president to share their testimonies of the
savior and what he means to them. The spirit filled the room as they testified
of Jesus Christ and the role he has played in their lives. It then hit me
again. The restoration of the gospel is ALL about the atonement. I even felt
prompted to share the sad truth that so often as a missionary I feel I need to
kind of rush through the beginning of the lesson, particularly the part about
Jesus Christ's life, ministry and atonement (Especially if they are already
Christian) so that we can get to the Joseph Smith story and teach about
the Book of Mormon. BUT Jesus Christ and His atonement are what it is ALL
about. Joseph Smith didn't go into a grove of trees just to find out which church
was true to know how he should spend his Sunday mornings. He was a 14 year
old boy with the deep determination to return to God and he had the deep
and burning question within his soul that we all wrestle with, "How
do I gain salvation and get back home" He wanted to know which church
he should join because he wanted to know HOW to apply the atonement (or
suffering, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ) and be saved. God the
Father and His son Jesus Christ didn't only appear to him to answer his
question (none of them) and call him as a prophet to restore their church.
They appeared because they wanted to restore the knowledge, and authority and
power to call upon the powers of heaven to apply the Atonement of Jesus
Christ and Save the entire human family by doing so. Becoming and active and
faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is not
an "end" in and of itself it is the means by which God has given
us so that we can reach the greatest end, Eternal Life. I don't know if that
makes sense, but it blew my mind. Simply put, Jesus Christ called the Prophet
Joseph Smith, and through him restored His gospel
in perfection, the way to make it back home with him and the father.
I love you all and miss you! Cant believe I will be seeing
you in 7 weeks! I am trying not to think too much about it. And thanks Allie, I
am glad I will have your help with my social skills when I get back, but I
think you have always worried about me in that regard haha. Too bad you can't
come with me to my first Sunday back at BYU!
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